COLTS VS. BEARS IN THE NFL SUPERBOWL.


THE BATTLE FOR I-65!!!!!!!! NYAHAHA

Death does put things in perspective doesn't it?

JUST YOU WATCH...




my favorite part. when he sighs. lmfao.

Just found out that my friend, Kai is having ANOTHER baby after giving birth to not even three month year old Charlie. (take note with a different dad)

The first thing that I told her was,, "well can you abort it?" This may sound harsh coming from a Pro-Life standpoint but come on. This has got to stop. Is it enough that she had to put through Charlie in rough living conditions. Diyos ko, ni pambili ng damit sa bata asa baba ng priority list nya dahil binabayaran nya yung mga bills nya. I mean ang sikip na ng damit ng bata na nasasakal na sya ano. She even started complaining of how many cans of milk she has to buy now in order to feed her daughter. Ni hindi ka pa nga nag move out nag aalala ka na naman kung san ka pupulot ng gatas ni Charlie.

Everybody makes mistakes. It is the best lesson that life has to offer. Kaya nga may mistakes para HINDI NA MAULIT MULI! Hindi ka ba natuto. Akala ko ako lang, pero I found out from Toni that pati sila binibigyan ng "safe sex" talk si Kai. Saken ok lang maging promiscous ka as much as you would want, just do it safely. At least it is not your to blame if the condom broke nor your birth control pills did not take effect. Then we can all safely say, " God's will", pero not even taking precaution as to say "hindi masarap kumain ng may balat ang kendi" Is not an excuse to protect yourself from the potential of bringing another life into this world, not mention to stop the spread of any diseases.

I just got off the phone with Kai and I ask her the main reason of not even considering this choice. And she replied, it is what she believes in.. I say put her beliefs aside and look onto the future. Two children, Two different dads, No financial support, Also to include no family support. Syempre sa pinas bigatin ang say ng pamilya mo. Anong sasabihin nila. Ni hirap na hirap syang mag padala ng pera sa Pilipinas eh paano pa kaya kung mapuputulan na ng kuryente ang pamilya nya tapos dalawa pa ang kailangan nyang pakainin sa U.S.?

She argues that (and Toni called me about this as well) NO ONE OF HER FRIENDS supports her at all. Every single one of us adviced her to do the same thing. "We are all against her daw". Excuse me, this is the very reason I would like for her to even open up her mind. Because WE LOVE HER, WE WANT WHAT IS THE BEST FOR HER, WE ARE LOOKING OUT FOR HER, AND FOR THE SAKE OF CHARLIE. I mean ang kulit na naging consensus naming lahat without even consulting one another.. WE ALL WANTED HER TO NOT HAVE THIS BABY BECAUSE SHE IS SOO NOT PREPARED.

HOW COULD WE ALL MAKE HER SEE? It is exhausting. It is not my life. I do not have to butt in or care. Pero kami kami na lang dito. Mag dadamayan, mag tutulungan. Mag bigay ng ibang punto.

I seriously feel that she is not capable/ready enough to do this on her own. Where is her morals? Where is her self respect? What happened to the respect that she has for her own daughter.


Where do you even start?

pardon the wrong grammar/ taglish/ crap.

Despite of the sad new story.. read along.. and laugh out loud..


September 20, 2006

EASTSIDE SHOOTING CLAIMS 13-YEAR-OLD
'That boy was my heart'
Violence rips apart another family as police seek suspects in shootout

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By Will Higgins
will.higgins@indystar.com
Alexander Anthony lived in one of the city's most violent neighborhoods, but any trouble he got into was merely mischief.

Gregory Helms, 24, 2300 block of Brookside Avenue, was wounded in the left leg early Tuesday as he walked home. Police said a hooded gunman demanded money and shot Helms while he was in the 1800 block of North Rural Street. Helms was able to run away, police said.

Helms' mother drove him to Methodist Hospital for treatment, a police report said.

Police are asking anyone with information about this and other shootings to call IPD homicide at (317) 327-3475 or Crime Stoppers at (317) 262-TIPS (262-8477).

Known as Alex, the 13-year-old -- who relatives and teachers said could be a handful but nevertheless was well-liked -- was declared brain-dead Tuesday and was being kept on a ventilator so his organs could be transplanted.
Although no suspects were named, police were looking for two men to interview in connection with the boy's shooting.

Alex, who turned 13 last month, was shot in the head Monday night as he walked home through his Eastside neighborhood. He was hit by a stray bullet fired during a shootout between the occupants of two cars. Alex was a block from home on North Rural Street.

Tuesday, family members described the boy as a bit of a prankster.
He once jostled a beehive, causing the bees to come buzzing after one of his aunts, who had to tear off her wig and use it to beat back her attackers. Alex howled. Some time later, his aunt could chuckle about it, too. "You couldn't not smile at that boy," said the aunt, Tina Anthony.

Alex sometimes wore "Billy Bob" teeth and talked in a hillbilly accent. In school, a fed-up teacher once asked him what he thought he'd amount to. "Comedian?" the boy answered.

He recognized absurdity -- for example, a classmate's donation of a can of Slim-Fast to a food drive for hungry Hurricane Katrina survivors. "His sense of humor was really pretty mature," said Norm Black, his former teacher at School 81.

Alex lived with his grandmother, Mary Ann James Anthony, in the 1800 block of North Rural Street. They shared the home with his sister Chaitina, 14, his aunt Tina and her 8-year-old daughter, Teanna. Alex's father, Robert Drummond, died in January at age 68.

But his family is large and close-knit. More than a dozen family members live nearby. Alex's mother and an uncle live within a few blocks of the Anthony residence. Alex was returning home after visiting them when he was shot.

His was Indianapolis' 114th homicide in a year that's shaping up to be one of the city's deadliest. The worst, in 1998, claimed 162 lives.
"Any time an innocent child becomes the victim of a heinous act of violence like this, it makes the immense tragedy of a situation even worse," said Mayor Bart Peterson. "Our community's thoughts and prayers are with Alexander Anthony and his entire family."

The neighborhood where Alex lived is in an exceedingly violent part of town. Of the county's 212 census tracts, the area last year was highest in both homicides and assaults and ranked fourth in rapes. The Hamilton Street slayings earlier this summer -- seven family members shot to death in their home -- occurred within a couple of miles of where Alex lived.

Police say Alex's path crossed with the occupants of two cars driving through the neighborhood on Rural Street about 8 p.m. Monday. Alex's family said the boy had been visiting an uncle in the 1600 block of Rural, then stopped in to see his mother, Angela Anthony, a block to the north. They visited briefly, and she gave him some juice.

He was shot as he reached the sidewalk for the one-block walk to his grandmother's. His mother heard the shooting, came out and found Alex lying on the sidewalk, his head wound obvious. Other family members heard her screaming and came running. One of them wrapped a shirt around the boy's head to try to stop the bleeding.

Alex's Aunt Tina knelt down, "and he was reaching up to me," she said; "he grabbed my arm."
Police said witnesses reported seeing people in a white Ford Taurus exchange gunfire with people in a Mercury Sable. Both cars were headed north on Rural when the shots were fired. Police found the Taurus, with a bullet hole and shattered rear window, about 45 minutes after the shooting, parked at 41st Street and Keystone Avenue. Police were still searching for the Sable.
"Why do people need guns anyway?" said Hattie Hunter-Anthony, another of Alex's aunts. "The only ones that need guns are officers of the law."

Tuesday morning, Hunter-Anthony and more than two dozen other relatives who were gathered at the grandmother's house drove to Methodist Hospital. They had stayed at the hospital most of the night and had gone home at around 4 a.m., with little hope.

After returning to the hospital, they were escorted to a conference room on the eighth floor, just outside Alex's room. There, they were informed that all hope was, indeed, gone.
They elected to see Alex a last time. His chest was going up and down. It looked like life, but it was the ventilator. "He's gone," said Hunter-Anthony.

Alex's grandmother, Mary Ann James Anthony, took it hard. She had raised the boy. They shared the same birthday, Aug. 9. She just turned 59, but Tuesday, she looked much older.
"I can't take it," she sobbed. "That boy was my heart. Oh, Jesus . . ."

THIS MAKES ME SOO HAPPY


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If he asks me to marry him. I just might have to. And he can serenade me all night long
*wishful thinking

Hal Sparks a.k.a Michael Navotni in Queer as Folk has joined the reality t.v. show band wagon. He and a couple of D-list stars (i.e. Lucy Lawless a.k.a Xena, Jay from Queer Eye) has teamed up with professional celebrity singers to sing their hearts out on "CELEBRITY DUETS", Thursday Nights on FOX. It is a tickle to the funny bone and whoever wins donates the money for charity =) The cherry on top: Little Richard with his "woweeeeeee" comments. Other judges include Marie Osmond and some other guy that I do not know, but apparently is famous.

Check it out!

I am first to admit that my job is not all that glamorous. I do not get discounts to cool restaurants, concerts, etc. For that matter, I also do not get to see celebrities, political personnel, or anybody remotely famous. But I can attest that I have seen the coolest, and dumbest thing ever...





let me explain. This woman climbed up on the top of a traffic light post trying to kill herself. Mind you, she is high off crack and has a knife. She actually wrapped her head around those electrical cords beside the pole threatening the police and the firefighters not to touch her or else she will strangle herself. After 15 minutes of persuading this woman she finally throws down her pipe but takes the knife and slits her arm. Fortunately she decides to climb down. She gets arrested and tased 4 times. My job::: to wrap her arm in bandages and start an IV on her before taking her to the hospital.


all for the love of trauma.

As a not so skinny person it annoys me that skinny people tend to call themselves F-A-T even if they only gained 1-2 lbs. You can call yourself chubby, chunky, gained a few pounds, but if you haven't gained over 50 pounds over your normal body weight, then you.are.not.fat.

thank you very much.

I was reading my past journals and unfortunately it seems that the very reason that I stopped updating them, is the very reason I update them: They are not incredibly interesting and very flat and just so I can practice my typing skills. Anyway......

I was being a sitter for one of the patients today. Sitter meaning I am only assigned to this one particular patient to practically just sit for the whole 8 hours and to help her with little things; such as going to the bathroom, taking her for a walk, and maybe giving her insulin shot for her. It seemed like a boring job and I can get to sit and read for most of the time but I actually like it. You see, my patient, Angie, had started out with breast cancer who had metastesized to her brain and her stomach, she has been battling this cancer for 5 years. And she has the "classic cancer" look: shot veins, she is bald from head to toe, she has gained weight due to the chemo. And with the tumor laying on that certain part of her brain it is very hard for her to get words out. These days, the nurses, techs, doctors are seeing so many patients that they do not have time to wait for patients to answer a simple question.. "Are you hurting anywhere?", "Did you have your bowel movement today?", "How are you?". THEY JUST DO NOT HAVE THE TIME. With Angie it takes her about 2 minutes to answer these. Unlike most people it only takes them a fraction of a second. Earlier today she was talking to her mom on the phone and she was speaking very slowly. After she hunged up she says to me "My mom think that I am confused today". But she is totally with it. Only takes her awhile to gather her thoughts and spit stuff out. And you can totally tell that she is frustrated because she is not able to control how fast she says things. It is like being trapped in a body that no one wants to live in.

At the end of my shift. I cried all the way home.

I really want to do a research study on this..

I STRONGLY BELIEVE.. that left handed people are smarter than right handed people.

My Top Five:

1. Dr. Rhodes

2. Jo

3. Shahanni Abubakar

4. Abbie

5. Ate Grace



... add to my list??? ...

Sheila (3/5/2006 5:50:51 PM): arent u supposed to be smart?

gw_baller14 (3/5/2006 5:51:08 PM): aren't you suppose to be normal?

hey, i am weird what can i say.

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